3 Desember 2005
........:\ :( :'( x'(, today isnt good enough, if i had to describe it...its complicated to b, but i cant lie myself and force myself to b happy like unusual i spend my day, coz today is d day i get..........realize?? that love is no always giving each other,that love is no always makes the lovers flowering, that love is no always meaning make 1 commitment between the lovers, that love is no always makes the sparkling eyes of lovers, but love sometimes can makes 1 of lovers get hurt and pain. To love somebody just make us blind of heart. When we cant accept the real life bout failed love, we'll be another person we dont like at all, attitude as foolish man, and do something shouldnt to do. Am i in love? Have i ever in love? So why i wrote the sentences above if i've never..??? Gosh..! as if i just felt this feeling... right, i'm broken at this moment.
If i...and always if...
Satu rasa dari kepedihan adalah siksa dan kegemingan yang diam. Sedang bisu yang berteriak, mematahkan hati yang sempat ber-asa. Ingin berlari pada keentahan ta berujung mencari tepian cerah. Arah pun bersembunyi. Tersesat dalam kalut, mencari harapan yang telah hilang, dan selamanya tak akan temu. Tangan tinggal merengkuh kosong, dari genggam seungguk pasir berharga yang berjatuhan. Aku. Tidak menengadah pada langit, malah tenggelam dalam perut bumi.
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